I never expected that, never expected to go out, I never intended to cheat. But that’s not the point, even though I never expected it. It happened.
Tonight is Valentines, you know the time of love, being with your significant other, being faithful. My boyfriend and I went out to a movie, I got home at around 11:30. My parents were waiting for me.
“Ohhh hey” I said as I walked through my door.
“Why didn’t you tell us what time you were getting back” My dad asked sternly
“sorry, you were asleep when he showed up” I explained
He nodded “well, next time tell me before you leave.”
I sighed, I was eighteen and he was still nagging me about what time I come home. “Okay,” I answered walking to my room. I looked at my laptop sitting on my desk and I had a missed message on Aim.
bluewave18: HEYYYYY this is Matt, I’m at Caleb’s. come over!!!
bluewave18:dbjgabjgbhbsbjf
bluewave18:where are you!?!? come see me…fjblhgsblg
ichxsprechexdeutsch:Hey.
bluewave18:omggg heyyy where were you?
ichxsprechexdeutsch: Movies with boyfriend
bluewave18:oh fun??
ichxsprechexdeutsch: I guess
bluewave18: oh why not?
ichxsprechexdeutsch: It just was a gay movie. I dk.
bluewave18: It would have been fun if you were with me
I rolled my eyes at his statement and laughed before replying
ichxsprechexdeutsch: Yeah, i bet
bluewave18: we should make out
Ichxsprechexdeutsch: yeah? that would be fun
bluewave18: yeah it would. so we totally should tonight
ichxsprechexdeutsch: yeah we should
bluewave18:word. so come see us.
ichxsprechexdeutsch: alright. Ill be out there in a few. meet me where we were last time?
bluewave18:yuppp see you soon
ichxsprechexdeutsch: okay
I opened my window quietly and climbed out walking down the street. I was surprised at how fast I was walking to see them. I had hung out with Matt and Caleb one other time-a while ago-it was really fun. Caleb is my ex and Matt is his best friend. Matt and I ended up liking each other and Caleb got pissed, I knew Caleb was going to get mad but for some reason I didn’t care, I wanted to see Matt. I walked down his street which was a street over, and saw barely saw them through the thick fog. They reached me within a few minutes and I smiled “hey” I said
“Hey” matt said giving me a hug
“Hey Caleb” I said trying to give him a hug, It seemed like he didnt want to hug me though.
“hey” he said in a low aggravated tone. I frowned then stepped back from him. The wind began blowing in small weak currents but still strong enough to make me shiver, I looked over at Matt every few minutes. Even in the dim lighted street he was adorable, He always caught me looking at him and I laughed embarrassed and looked away from him. Matt sat down after about an hour and a half of us standing around talking about nothing. He looked at me “are you gonna come sit by me or are you gonna stand there like a loser” He asked
I laughed and sat next to him “I guessss I will sit by you”
“I’m freezing” He said touching his hand to my cheek. It was like Ice. I jumped a little “Oh my god, its like dead” I said as he laughed at me.
Caleb was standing up still texting some girl on Matt’s phone “Look at Caleb standing up like a loser” Matt said leaning back on his arm so he leaned closer to me. I looked over at him and smiled “Yeah I know right” I looked away from him quickly, the makeout statement from eariler lingered in my thoughts, I smiled to myself and I saw Matt look at me from the corner of my eye. I turned slowly to look at him and he smiled me. “Feel my hands” he said holding it out. I placed my hand on the inside of his palm, it was warm but his finger tips were ice. He laced our fingers together “ugh your fingers are cold as eff” I laughed
“your hands are warm” he said smiling at me again. His smile was contagious. He was so cute, I couldn’t like him this much I told myself as I looked away and back at Caleb texting. “dude, how many cigerattes have you had?” Matt asked
Caleb just looked at him “four” he said still in that low harsh tone. He wasn’t happy about being out here, he hated it and I could tell. I got a low guiltly feeling in my stomache, I really didn’t want him to be mad at me or Matt. “Dude, your like helping yourself and I haven’t helped myself to anything” Matt said. I looked at him and laughed I knew what he was talking about. Caleb and Matt made a deal, he could make out with me if Caleb got an amount of cigerattes. Caleb and Matt got into a silent argument and started texting each other about me. Matt looked at me, “do you even still want to?” he had text in his phone.
I nodded “yeah”
He looked back at Caleb “word.”
Caleb walked down the street to talk to someone Matt looked at me “so did you make out with your boyfriend tonight?”
I smiled and nodded “yeah”
He laughed lightly tilting his head “so I’m getting like sloppy thirds?”
I tilted my head and laughed “are you saying you don want to?”
He smiled “I’m not saying that at all” he said placing his hand on my cheek and leaning in kissing me. I closed my eyes and rested my hand on his wrist, kissing him back. Matt’s tongue slid across mine as my breath began to deepen.
We made out for around five minutes “dude” Caleb said interrupting us. I looked over at Caleb then back at matt and smiled. Matt got up and walked over to Caleb. I sat in the middle of the road and smiled, trying to keep my heart from exploding. Matt walked over to me “What are you doing sitting down there like a loser” he teased lightly. I stood up and leaned against him lightly. He wrapped his arms around me “my toes are frozen” I said into his shirt He laughed “yeah i know. I cant feel my toes at all”
I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder. It was nice, him holding me. I felt needed, I felt safe. I sighed lightly afraid of liking him so much. I didn’t want to get hurt. Not again. “dude, its like 4 o’clock I’m tired and were gonna leave soon” Caleb said. His tone hadn’t changed the entire time we were there. I looked up at Matt and smiled shyly, He smiled back at me and leaned in. I automatically leaned up to meet his lips. We were making out again, I smiled against his lips and pulled away leaning my head against his shoulder again. “okay dude. I’m leaving” Caleb said and started walking away. I looked back up at Matt, my eyes questioned him staying. I didn’t want him to leave me. I liked the feeling I had when I was around him. “I’ll walk you home if you want” he said, I stared at him and shrugged “you don’t care” he laughed. I smiled “not really”
He smiled and kissed me again. I pulled unwillingly away from him, Matt looked around “wow..he really left–douche” I laughed lightly
“Come on, I’ll walk you home” he said letting his arms fall from me and walking towards my house.
I opened my window and climbed in, he climbed in after me. The change from freezing to warm gave me goose bumps. I felt my toes tingle as they began to defrost. I smiled at Matt “oh my god, I can start to feel my toes” I laughed. Matt looked at my bed “oh your bed is comfy isn’t it?” He said I nodded lightly as I watched him head over to my bed and get under the covers. I layed down beside him and he wrapped an arm around me cuddleing me. “I bet its hard to make out in a bed, cause you can’t really move” Matt said as I looked at him. I didn’t say anything I just leaned towards him. Again his lips moved against mine. He pulled me on top of him and ran his hands across my body. The hood of my jacket kept getting in the way so I leaned up taking it off. Then leaned back down to kiss him again. Matt’s hands ran up the back of my shirt tugging it lightly. I looked at him “what?” I smiled
He looked at me and smiled lightly “nothing”
I rolled my eyes and sat up pulling my shirt over my head. I looked back down at him, the surprised look on his face made me laugh as I leaned back down kissing him again. I felt Matt’s hands run up my back and grab the clasp of my bra. He stopped kissing me for a moment to see what he was doing. I laughed lightly “need some help?” I asked
“no no I got it” he said unhooking my bra and tossing it off the bed then pulled me back down to kiss me. Matt pulled away from me taking off his shirt and tossing it somewhere then kissed me again unbuckling my belt and undoing my pants. I rolled off of him sliding my pants and underwear off. I layed there naked as he fumbled with his belt kicking his pants off. He smiled and leaned over me kissing me again getting between my legs, I could feel the oxygen fighting to make its way into my lungs as he pulled down his boxers and placed himself at my entrance. He pushed himself inside me as I gasped for more air that didn’t seem to be there. Matt’s arms were under me grabbing my shoulders and his face was in my neck as he thursted into me. I closed my eyes and held onto his back. I fought hard against the noise I wanted to make, knowing my family was home. I opened my eyes as I felt Matt sliding out of me and I looked up at him. He layed beside me and I exhaled deeply looking over at him, He started kissing me again and climbed back on top of me. I felt him pushing inside me again. I moaned lightly, as he started to thrust into me I moved my hips in a rhythmic motion to match his movements. I felt my muscles begin to tighten and my back arched lightly I bit my lip to keep from moaning too loud. I couldn’t help the light ones from escaping my throat. Matt stopped again and looked at me as we heard my mom rustling around in the kitchen getting ready for work. “Should I leave?” he asked I shook my head “no…just be quiet” I said. Matt layed back ontop of me and I dug my nails lightly into the smooth skin of his back. I could feel myself getting closer and bit my lip again moaning as I felt myself explode, Matt thrusted into me a few more times before pulling out again. He layed beside me “I think I should go” he said exhaling deeply. I frowned but I knew he had to leave. “I dont want Caleb to lock me out” he said getting his clothes, I sat up too tired to really get dressed. I just found a shirt and slipped on underwear. Walking over to him sitting in my computer chair “Caleb texted me” he said
“it said, ‘fine dude, i see how it is'” I frowned “So im guessing we dont tell anyone about this” I smiled lightly “yeah” he nodded and kissed me one last time before climbing out my window.
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