Night Time Dreams
I lay down upon a emptied bed.
Why did I say what I said that sent you away from my life?
Here I go…
Another day passing by me.
Another night here without you.
Memories of you, I fight off.
I welcome my Night Time Dreams of us.
I will not call you.
When our friends ask about you, I will not break down and cry over you.
I will hold my ground.
Here I go…
Another day, I wake up wishing you were here with me.
What will another night bring upon me when I return home.
Reality you are still lost to my touch and life.
I welcome my Night Time dreams of making love to you.
My body trembles as I walk about the house of emptiness because I pushed you away from my life.
I hate myself for this endless pain, I can’t find a way out of.
My heart is shatter.
My soul passion fire is now gone cold.
Here I go…
Another damn night here without you to hold me.
I just not sure what to do to make this right again.
I welcome my Night Time dreams of endless pain and tears.
I move about life like walking dead.
I have nothing life to live or breathe for.
How did I let this fall apart?
Why couldn’t I just admit, you were everything I wanted and need in life?
Here I am…
Another day.
Another sleepless night, because I long to touch you and kiss your lips thousand times, but I can’t reach out to you.
I welcome my Night Time Dream of hope and faith.
Ticking of the clock is warning me.
My mind is lost.
My body is weak.
I face another day without you.
I know tonight when I come home, you will not be here, so I just do what I must to live on within life no purpose or your love that was always there for me, when everything was going wrong in my life.
I welcome my Night Time Dreams, but.
I walk into my home.
I smell your cologne like a haunting dream invading my mind.
Can it be?
I roam about my house.
Hoping and praying.
I run down the hallway, I fling the door open, but you are not there.
I welcome another day, another night, as I turn around.
You are standing there welcome my Night Time Dreams back into my lost reality.
I run to you.
You hold me, my tears fall.
You say, “Did you really think I would let you go, when I knew all long you love me so completely and endless.”
No longer I am dreaming of about Night Time dreams of us.
Now…
Oh thank god, now I have you making them all come true once again.
I no longer have to welcome another day or another night alone or within Night Time Dreams.
©2009 Firestar
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